Raid My Innocencet

与你的离期以近一个月，你依然让我难以忘怀，朱红的嘴唇香，扣心的深邃凄美的眼睛，让我留恋返寻的乌发，比拟鲜花但却有过之而不及的美，足以倾略我的一切的理性，攀附着我的感性。让我堕落在你的温情而不自觉，然而，你让我费解的拿捏着我们的感情，迅间将之粉碎的彻底，留下彷惶的我，在你建的自我保护的堡垒中自我毁灭，消遣，麻醉，霸权把我撤离你的世界，此班是单途行程，在也无法从新了。我望着眼前的路，只有我，连影子也是孤单的，倒影中的你不再是你，只不过是我卑微的欲望，想见你的妄想。

Molestation life 调戏生活

In the fact that i can write much faster in English, i my-as-well continue, today's a very FABULOUS day (PS: pls dun judge me with my spellings, it's the only way tat can make life happy, got it??) it started off with a cruel topic with the 1st mission of the day, celebrate Steven's single life recovering plus birthday KTV, well get a clue, which ktv serves the most horrible salads (not the veggie part, coz if tat sucks too, they can suck dirt.) the pasta BLAH~ the macaroni?? spelling confusion.. also BLEK~, it's so impressive that it was made as this bad state, i wander tat the chief really tried tat b4 they slap it on the table, it was aw full, if u wan me to describe how bad it was, hm.... it's like a chocolate bar but instead of chocolate u switch it with mud/dung..it was UN-eatable, UN-smellable... hell no I'm putting tat thing in my mouth, screw the "anti-wasting food idea" this pasta it's going straight to the floor, even after i pooped it out it's surely taste better, F the chief tat made this, S the idiot who 1st called tat food. sorry for I dun have pictures to show bcoz by looking at it makes me dead. finally we sang the sad songs and fun songs, nothing special, i still ownns all of them, muahahah... ate a very usual spegeetti with a ridickulas price, when back to school for my games, and i still ownned till the end, final words- I F-KING OWNED~~ tat's all....

Back to Me 还原自己

Prepair to be very UN-prepared, I've suddenly just thought of writing my blog in English, but it's just for fun, at least i can write more faster compare to Chinese, I've believe that I'm OK now, for now only..gua, now tat's a riddle tat packs me up with the reminding sadness, I've wander that god ever loved me b4??? yea it's true, god loves me, he took away my love but flood me with other categories of loves that i never really knew it's so good, yea... thank you guys, the ucsi freaks. today I've finally Sattle my motions and back to were i came from, yea.. back to the days when I'm SINGLE... F-king brought back the days, hmm.... really enjoyable life tat was, the molestation, the loud noice, the fun were all back.. where i dun really hope for. urg... now I'm like so free tat i dun even know how free i m, I've lost freedom coz it's always with me, if i dun have boundaries, how can i know how free i m???? man...I'm stress bcoz I'm not stress....

Premonition of a broken love

如一般的等你的电话，也知道如果是我打去，也料到你很忙，仿佛渐渐的习惯了，不问了，像已输入的工程式，没什么好反抗的了，这结膜渐渐的形成了，凝固了，扩散了，然后等待着其中一方将它点燃，让他熊熊的然烧，烧掉我们的一切，曾经，关系与对彼此的爱。这种不散非疏的关系待馨的维持了三周，终于碰上了决裂的火种，压力。还记得是2009年的3月6日，傍晚6点，接过你突然的短信，对你的表达方式熟透的我能感觉到点不对，你说" pls miss call me when u r free"。你没这样说过，平时就算是有什么事也直接call我，你还说喜欢听我声音，我及时回你电话，问你怎么了，你知道我在外而拒绝与我谈，一句"不方便"，我深感陌生，我们怎么回到朋友的时候的? 我们之间有什么事不方便的吗? 刚才那通话中是你的声音但没了我们的味道，我的宝贝不再对我撒娇，喋我说话，声音像推销员示，我即刻回家，在车上也强烈感到不安，自问世不是都要来了，之前我以对分开的念头早做心理准备，不知为什么的，我就是也有想过，只是我说不出口，我非不爱你但有无法完全投入爱你，可能是我的自私，我很快的做了决定，要是你真的说分手，我不挽留。