The Essence Of The Missing

最近我听到很值得令我静思的一段话，" 男友大过天"，很不错的一段话，真的... 着段话不但说的那个人是很享受溺在幸福中，也能让听的那个也似有被幸福的味道洒到，很明显的我是听的那个，这令我想起一个人，我们关系很好... 非常好...对方几乎是我的一切，但还是不能，还是到不了最后，很怜幸的我们还保持连络，唉... 酱也不错，我真的很想问她，那时的我在你心中有大过"天"吗??

Mr.Mr U've won BIG BIG 先生先生，你中奖了

For every one looking at this, i may have to remind you that this situation in surely true, dam true, no fake. So pls beware of this if u think tat u r categorized as an intelligent species, to show my incerity, i wrote this in English, and it's broken so tat u all MAY UNDERSTAND!! if u still don't... u r welcome to answer the wall with your dummy head. and b4 i start, to those who's been wandering why the hell is my blog page is so dam pure, blank, no pictures, so NOTHING, i truly here tells u why..PLS!!!!! I dunno how to use this F-KING PROGRAM YET!!!...Ty...k, now back to the main idea of putting this page up, I've realize tat in this period of time there are lots of cheaters lootering around, it happened tat i was entertained 3 times from last year October till now.. it's obvious tat it's form a same group bcoz the style and their story flow is 99.123% alike, un-realistic story, crappy marketing methods, strange situation handaling and the most stupid is... their acting was dumb, yea yea just like my friend bobby and ah Long, their habitaib are un-interupted by day or night, it's usually at places near banks, shopping mall open car-parks and may have more pattens in the comming future, as early mentioned, i've come across this drama 3 times... 3 F-king times..yea... i may sometimes think i do look stupid??? yea sir i do..is tat wat u guys wana hear?? so this is how it happened, the 1st time was on last year 2008 in October someday, it was on tuesday night about 8pm++ at sri petaling pasar malam just in front the public bank parking lots, i was with my X, we r planing to get some good momories at pasar malam (btw...stinky tou fu nice o), when the time i parked my car, there was this chinese former-dressed up guy came to me and said about someting about a promotion held in care4 exhibition hall, and we r so called so "lucky" to have a free voucher, i was like "wow, free stuf..cool" and he said tat these vouchers are just discount vouchers nothing else. so i tooked it and begun to left, he stoped me some how and made me opened it, well...it's quite easy to open, i guess it's been opened b4, there was nothing special in it, no discount, words, nothing... just a grey circle in the middle. so i was like "F, it's busted"... then the drama comes, 5-star junk acting skill are been installed... tat guy looked like so surprised and keeped on shaking my hand and keep on saying tat i won a @!%#$^$(duno wat) prize, and it's worth RM3k minimum or even a car.. then he quickly tooked out a newspaper advertisment which i duno were it came from and rubbed it in my face with cars and some cool prizes, he kept on telling me tat i might have have a chance to win big big..yea..BIG BIG..then he took out his DAM OLD cell-phone and called some1 tat he says is his manager, he put on the loud speakers so tat i may hear it and felt that it was real, here it goes like this, in chinese but i translate it (red is him and blue is the woman in the phone) "boss ar? i have a customer here ar..have won code GREY!! (in very poor dramatic of acting excitement) "real or not dun bluf lar..tat code is onli 5 in the whole country" "real 1 lar..i pass the phone to him" then i was like WTF@@ the laddy in the phone asked some questions like.. wat is the colour of the code??(grey) is the worker a friend of yours??(no), then she started to congratulat me like i'm god. End with the phone part then the trap comes, the guy will ask u to fetch him to some place were u never heard b4 but u know it's close, example no.25 jalan kuchai lama.. (yea every one knows jalan kuchai lama but not the no.25), to get the prize by today or the prize will be taken off, tat's probly words to make u panic and have the thought of getting the prize as soon as possible, he says tat the company is 24 hours wo...wow,i didn't know tat tey r so hard working... and he tried to hop into your car.. so the case ends, well i surely stoped him and ask him to leave, then he was like "boss, u really dun wan?? car wo, car!!!"(dam as if i dun have, although it's a kancil but it still classed as an 4 wheel 1 engine moving metal) yea..he kept on repeating it. well..i'm a man with brains, style, looks ... etc.. refuses him at no turning point, after a few times of words temptation, he gave up and start to act sore and try to piss you with word like " r u scared??".. well tat's all for the day... so next time B CAREFLL LAR!!!...i may update my 2nd and 3rd case which is more funnier and i pissed te guy off, if u guys wan to have a share of it..write it in my comment box man.. I WAN A FLOOD DOWN THERE!!!

Perfect Stab

好久没上载部落格了，是没时间??还是伤口依然烙疼着??事情以过了好一个月，但怎么还是有忐忑的怀念伤感.... 也许你对影响以是深入心扉。我一度尝试避免写部落格，好让我能忪警一下... 这些日子我以为我不为了别人而活，只忠于自我，但很快的我发现了我以往的观念是不如想象中如此容易糙捏，这次的确很羔，终于学会了痛，我不但高估了自己的洒脱，同时间也底估了你对我的重要。那天在餐厅遇见你，我傻了，愣住了...我不能给予任何反应，也不懂的如何反应，还是向知己求助，但没得到理想的解惑。那天我只好让自己沉下去，顿时的慌乱堵着我，回忆虐杀我，你就在我眼前，还是那样的你，平时一样的那些熟悉的服装，你依旧的头发，妆扮，那份曾经拥有，和我零距离的感觉，以被隔离，彼此的默契以被拒绝。我们依然向对方问好，聊天，此刻...我们都故意保持陌生。